maybe some things are ment to just be let go of.
and never to be brought up again.
and if in rare instantces that subject comes to topic,
walk away from the conversation,
no matter how hard.
or maybe stay, to see what other people think of it,
no matter how painful.
you see, what you bottle up will never completely go away.

maybe some things are ment to just be let go of.
and never to be brought up again.
and if in rare instantces that subject comes to topic,
walk away from the conversation,
no matter how hard.
or maybe stay, to see what other people think of it,
no matter how painful.
you see, what you bottle up will never completely go away.

mmm so. nothing much has really been going on.
last night i went down to atlanta with brian, anne marie, and jake.
.... i get this call from brian. and he's like "i'm in atlanta with jake and anne marie because jake had this thing today. wanna hang out?" so that compeltely made my night. i havent seen him in 3793059364095703945 years.
yeah its been forever.
....grrrr. fucking camera battery died.
but i still had fun.

then after i got home i was on the phone with ryan for 5 and a half hours.
chyeahhh we beat our record. =]
he makes me smile like whoa.
=] =] =]
akfhkljghlkdjfg
i miss him.

mkayy so yeah today i have to finish cleaning my roommm ew.
then tomorrow i think i'm hanging out with shelbyyy.

TO HANNAH OVERSTREET!
i should have gone with you up to the middle of nowhere.
because then you wouldnt be so lonely. and bored.
&& i found out that cookville is only 20 minites from brentwood.
THATS WHERE RYAN LIVES. YOU WHORE!!!!
i still love you though.
ahahaha.
i'm just going with you next time =]
....i miss my best friend.


uhhh. pictures from darians.

nathan & matt

awe. thats cute.

ahah. look at his hairrrrr.

darian says its see no evil, grab no evil, speak no evil hah

matt & lila making babies with snoopy.


strait up g. yo.

yeahh we hang out in closets.

hector & me.

lila and me. lol

matt & hectorrr

matt attacks people then pretends to make out in the closet.





yeahh we're basically best friends lol.

matt.. then he hides in the closet.

i found him! btw... he was asleep back there.

hector likes to play guitar.




nathan likes half baked.

johnny's getting raped by the horny humping dog.

nathan & dominiccc

lila hates pictures. oh em gee. she smiled.

johnny makes funny faces.

i like his man boobs okay?!


i stole these from darian... shhhh dont tell

edit.

i was going through random xangas and i saw this and if you take the time to read it.. it's actually really good.

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year that Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.

ummmmm.
so i went to darians party last night.
i had fun over all.
there was undeeded drama.
but hey..
i was pissed. lol
today i actually cleaned my room...
yeahhhh i hate cleaning.
yeahhhh. so um. matt got his hair done.
and i really like it.
i miss my best friend.

we're pot heads.
ahah. love you hannah bearrr.
so yeah. iono..
i'm working on a really deep blog post on myspace.
i want you to comment it when i'm done.
k.thnx.bye.